I was addicted to masterbating.
Once I learned what an orgasm was and realized I could give myself such joyous pleasure just by touching myself down there, I couldn't get enough. Every day, several times a day.. I would make myself cum. I couldn't imagine a better feeling.
My favorite times for awhile were the hours I'd spend in the bathroom. First, I would slowly undress, making sure to look at myself in the giant mirror above the sink. My cute little caramel body, my beasts with their huge nipples, my hairless crotch, and tight ass were all more than amazing and enough to make anyone cum.
I would climb onto the sink counter, fully naked, looking at my young body in the mirror. Running my hands over my firm breasts, down my belly.. eventually my fingers would rest on my pussy, parting the soft lips to get a better look at the wonder of it all.
Gently touching my pussy while letting the faucet water fall directly on my clit was like heaven! Sometimes, I'd grab my toothbrush and rub my clit. Along with the water, the sensation was more than enough to give me the best orgasms of my young life! I'm really wet now just thinking about it!
When I look back at these early years of my masterbation addiction, I remember going to sleepovers and touching myself while laying next to my young friends.
One memory that stands out is of me and my best friend sleeping in her queen size bed. It was summer and we were both wearing only a tshirt and panties. On tv was a movie about a Nun possessed by the devil. Being possessed, she was actually masterbating. It must have been Cinemax late night or something. The actress was nude and I couldn't help getting turned on by her hairy pussy. I looked over at my friend to see if she was turned on by this. But, she had already fallen asleep.
I was breathing hard now, so fucking horny. Carefully, I pulled down my panties and started rubbing my wet pussy, flicking my clit a little while watching her sleep. I took the blankets off both of us to look at her hot body and gently touched her leg with my leg. I could hear the possessed nun on TV having an orgasm, I closed my eyes, rubbing my pussy faster.. picturing my friends fingers in my pussy and her lips on my breasts. She didn't wake up, so I moved her shirt up a little so I could see and feel her tiny breasts... moving my fingers in, out and around my throbbing wet pussy. I looked at the naked nun cumming and I came too.. all over my fingers.
BEST ORGASM EVER
I didn't have real sex with a boy until several years after this. So, my first time (although perfect in every way) was not mind blowing or what I had expected, at all. My constant masterbation made orgasm during intercourse virtually impossible until well into adulthood.
Don't get me wrong, I really enjoyed the thought of having a hard dick in me. I grew up fantasizing about boys fucking me and I couldn't wait to have a boyfriend. But, no matter how horny I felt.. I couldn't cum with dick alone. I had to touch myself during sex. Sometimes, I'd even wait until after, when I was alone to make myself cum.
I had so much fun making myself cum. Thinking of new ways to reach an orgasm became sort of a hobby for me. If I was home alone, I'd be touching myself. Rubbing my pussy all over the house, on the couch cushions, grinding my pillows, and eventually sticking things in there.
Nothing was safe. TV remotes, chair legs, raw vegetables, hairbrush handles, spatulas, toys, anything that I could find around the house was going to help me cum.
Outside was another more challenging playground.
I think the excitement of getting caught made cumming outside even better than anything I had imagined up to this point.
It happened one day while playing in the pool. I was all wet and really had to pee. I decided to just crouch down in the bushes on the side of my house rather than go all the way inside. While parting my suit bottom a little out of the way to pee (because I was outside and didn't want to be naked) I brushed my pussy lips with my fingers...
The feeling was not new. But, I found myself getting hotter the more I touched my pussy while peeing. I pulled my bathing suit down all the way, laid back and came with an awesome leg shaking orgasm! I was still so horny when I got back in the pool and secretly masturbated myself in the water until my cousins jumped into the pool.
Peeing and Cumming outside became part of the routine for me for a very long time. Sometimes after peeing, I would put the water hose on my pussy and let the water make me cum. I don't know when I stopped the water sports. Eventually, I just limited my solo play to my bed or shower.
The shower head is still my best friend!
My first boyfriend was a saint. He loved watching me masturbate and eventually we moved to mutual masterbation with him fingering me while I sucked his beautiful cock. I loved every minute of it. When I finally let him take my virginity, I have to admit it was a bit of a disappointment. My orgasm wasn't vaginal. He had to make me cum with his fingers after he shot his load in me.
He was a trooper. We tried everything to get me to orgasm with his cock. My pussy and clit just plain hated dick. I could cum with water for Christ's sake!! But, my boyfriend's dick in me for hours was not enough. My number one goal in life became one of finding the perfect dick. I needed to try out as many as I could.
The quest to find orgasm through intercourse led me to my husband (ex now, but that's a different story). He loved hearing my masterbation stories and I loved how good he was with his hands.
We masturbated together until I eventually became addicted to sex.
