It was a usual spring morning. The birds chirping, the drooping plants now boasting there new found youth, the kiss of coldness that somehow heightened the warm rays of the sun. Then there was me, in my usual place after the 6am start, lifting weights in my garage. For the past few years this was my life, waking up early lifting weights or running. To be honest it was all I had, my only way to improve myself after the harsh punishment I put myself under myself years before. I’ll be the first to admit that I’m short, like really short, 5ft to be exact. I dwarfed in comparison to other guys my age. It use to kill me so then I decided to leave my skinny lifestyle and work out more, now I’m shredded. My six pack is more defined than Chris Hemsworth's, I weigh a solid 150 pounds and I’m hella ripped. I might not be like a bodybuilder but now, I’m happy.
“My last two days of freedom" I said to myself as I came to the realisation that summer was coming an end and that I would be back at school on Monday. I was looking forward to it, seeing all my friends again after my tumultuous summer. Some them i hadnt seen in our 3 months off but others were a regular site to me. Since just 4 months ago I was sitting in an exam room completing my GCSEs, now I would be entering a new stage of my life in sixth form. Some old faces wont be there but many new faces will who I looked forward to meeting. Despite this, I was still slightly nervous, i was sure of myself but I just know I’ll be judged by some motherfucker. In that sense I was still crippled by my fears, my fears of being judged.
On the flip side of seeing some great people, there were a few people I wasn’t looking forward to seeing again, most notably Hugh, someone who meant alot to me once. I still think about the day we became friends, some dum argument about girls. But all good things must come to an end. But that’s a story for another time.
Today, I really had nothing to do, my friend, Ollie was working and so where most of the others who where nearby. Because of this, decided to take a chill day off starting with going for a nice, long walk. I promptly set of, grabbing my phone, keys and wallet.
Luckily, I live in a very rural area in the countryside quite close to the ocean. This meant that there were loads of scenic walks I could go on. Most of the routes went through meandering fields which were between towns. The route I was on today took me to a town about 5 miles away, the whole route was in a 12 mile loops and bordered the sea.
I set off late morning after breakfast and much needed break from my workout. The first few miles took me through some fields which eventually led to a small but dence forested area at around 3 acres. When i was younger I had alot of fun here, I went on my first camp in these woods with some friends. It quickly became our permanent hang out which I still use to this day. As well as this, this was the spot where i lost my virginity with my girlfriend Sasha. Over the years, we’ve had an on and off relationship. Sometimes she really wanted me and honestly, those were some of the best moments of my life, when we together. Other times she wants nothing to do with me, just a quick shag and she’s gone again, probably screwing someone else. Currently, the latter was the case. I loved her and that’s what frustrated me the most, she didn’t like me the same way and I just can’t handle it. It generally constantly stresses me out and breaks my sanity but the worst part was, there was nothing I could do about it.
After a few moments gazing into the abyss of the woods i walked on putting headphones in to drown out the thought of my so called ‘girlfriend’.
After a about 1 hour, I arrived in the town, it was scenic with old-fashioned houses with thatched roofs. I briskly walked through the town, past the car park, the church and the houses before arriving at the shop. I opened the door, the swinging bell chanted, I stepped inside and met the eyes of Hugh standing but a few inches in Front of me, our bodies practically touching. Our eyes locked for a matter of seconds before he pushed past me put the door, “no hard feelings” I said quietly to him just so he would here. He stopped unsurely but carried on walking till he was clear of the door. I moved on buying a bottle of water before leaving the shop.
I stepped out of the shop and took a few gulps of water when suddenly someone grabbed my arm and pulled me around the corner of the shop. I looked up and met the eyes oh Hugh, this time his body pressed against mine. “what the fuck" I said as he tried to speak. “I just wanna talk" he said quietly, his finger on his lips. I pushed him off and reposition myself comfortably before saying “I’m listening”. “but I don’t want to talk here, can we go to my house” he asked. I nodded my head and he walked off, I followed him towards his house.
I stepped into his house, "Do you want a drink or anything" he asked as I followed him into the kitchen, “im alright thanks" I replied. "So" I asked inquisitivly, "What" he replied. "You said you wanted to talk", "yeah I do but lets go upstairs". I followed him upstairs and walked into his room, he shut the door behind me. “listen I’m sorry” he reluctantly said, “for what” I replied. He shuffled slightly, “you know what", I moved towards him aggressively, “yeah you fucking know it and now I wanna hear you say it”. “ he stood silently for few seconds, “well" I asked inquisitively, “ I’m sorry” he replied in a whisper. tears immediately started jetting out of his eyes as he sobbed quietly. “what’s fucking wrong” I said submissively. “it’s... it’s you", I flipped my shit and went to punch him, he cowered back and shouted “I need you, your all I have". I retreated back confused . Hugh slumped down on his bed and I slowly but suspiciously followed.
His tears slowly started dropping of his face and onto his clothes, get sympathy for him for some reason and decided to put my arm around him pulling him closer to me as the tears continued condensing out his big beautiful eyes. He looked at me almost shocked, but with an eerie look of security in his eyes. Our eyes locked in stalemate for seconds that felt like minutes before he finally relaxed and started crying into my shoulder. I rubbed his arm and sat there quietly trying to figure out what to say while he slowly imbedded himself into me, clawing at my shirt and digging his nails into my skin. I was confused, I went from almost punching him to hugging him in minutes, I wanted to say something but I didn’t know what to say.
Minutes rolled by as I started reassuring him with my soft voice making him start to slowly loosen his grip on me and his crying slowly coming to a stand still. He Looked up, eyes filled with tears as his face edged closer to mine, I didn’t move, my mind stuck in blur, trying to figure out what he was trying to do but I paid for my hesitation as I felt lips softly tap mine. I pulled away dazzled, "Im...sorry" he said in a tone of quiet regret, I opened my mouth trying to say something but my dark thoughts overtook me and I kissed him back interlocking our lips like animals. With this sudden surge of passion he pushed me back onto his bed and climbed on top of me suffocating me with his lips. My body was frozen in a state of shock, my emotions stuck in a bottleneck trying to retake control of my thoughts. I had a girlfriend, a bad one but still, i had a girlfriend but now The part of me that I always resented, the part of me which still cared for him finally presented itself and corrupted my sense of morality.
I pushed him away, "do you want to take this to the next level", he nodded his head as he got up and took of his shirt revealing his muscular white body. We both then proceeded to strip to the point that we were both in our boxers. He pulled me close to him clashing our muscular bodies against each other like cogs in a machine. He pushed me back down onto his bed, quickly followed by him as he grinded himself into my crotch making my throbbing dick crush against his. Our lips locked as we made out like animals, our primal instincts being unleashed as he ravaged my bottom lip making me moan into his mouth.
He slowly departed from my lips, moving down onto my neck kissing and lightly tugging with his teeth, I moaned softly as he started to suck my left nipple. He looked up at me "do you like this", I nodded my head while looking deeply into his eyes. He moved onto my right nipple for a few minutes before worshipping the rest of my body by gliding his tongue through the crevasses of my abs. This trivial sensation sent shivers through my body as he closed in on my crotch. "Should I stop" he asked obviously concerned, I pulled him back up to me and whispered, "you can do what ever you want to me", he replied with a wide smile as he began to pull down my boxers. He grabbed my dick, slowly jerking the length of it making my body tingle with pleasure. He started to pick up the pace and then leaned down towards my balls and took each one in his mouth one at a time, licking them clean and making me groan loudly. he started slowly licked up my shaft while staring at me with his dark brown eyes. He kept teasing my cock for a few minutes longer until he suddenly engulfed the head of my dick in his mouth and swirled his tongue around it like a car wash. I moaned making him speed up his pace and take more off my dick in his mouth. He slowly took it all the way in, inch by inch, driving me crazy before fully taking my dick in his mouth, he grabbed the base of it firmly and started bobbing his head up and down the length of it. His wet, warm mouth made my dick tingle and every second took me closer to exploding in his mouth but I didn’t want this to stop and now it was my turn to make him feel good. "Stop" I moaned, he stopped and let my cock slide out his mouth, "did I do something wrong?" He asked, "No" I replied jokingly as I pulled him to me and attacked his lips.
With his guard down, I pushed him onto his back and climbed on top of him, lips still interlocked. He pushed me away, "What are you up to", “you’ll see", I replied while moving onto his neck and down towards to his chest. He moaned softly as I moved down his body, caressing his pecks, I reached down and rubbed his dick through the lining of his boxers, his soft moaning was the only sound in the room which only encouraged me to carry on making out with the rest off his body. he moaned in sheer anticipation of what was to come. I continued my way down his amazing body until I got to his boxers. For a moment I hesitated, questioning myself about the ramifications this could have on my life but again, I was blindsided by my undying obsession of him. He was my drug and I was addicted.
I removed his boxers and revealed his 6 inch dick. I immediately grabbed it, trying to get a better feel and grip before stroking it slowly. then i started circling the head of his dick with my tongue, making sure to soak it with saliva before making my way down his shaft and preparing myself to be choked by his huge dick. With that thought in mind, I went down on him, quickly taking in the first 3’ inches before slowly taking the rest in until my nose was deep in his pubes. I took in his muscly scent before bobbing my head up and down on his delicious cock, deep throating him and making him groan loudly, filling the dead silence of his room. I quickly got used to the feeling of his veiny dick sliding between my lips. I started to pick up the pace, swirling my tongue around his rod and bobbing my head furiously, he obviously got the idea and grabbed my head and pushed it down onto his cock, mercilessly. My jaw began to ache and the feeling of his head slamming against my throat gagged me in discord, the revelation sent waves of pleasure and pain throughout my body but I was shackled by lust.
Pre cum began oozing out of his dick which I scrubbed clean, bringing him closer to his climax. “aaarrrgh, I’m getting close" he exclaimed, giving me the signal to go even faster with the only thought on my mind being swallowing his cum. I carried on and gripped the base of his shaft and jerked it while sucking the rest of it rapidly, he moaned even louder in a complete state of ecstasy.
“I’m gonna come" he screamed as i took the length of him in one last time while he exploded in my mouth. His first spurt smashed the back of my throat and the second plastered my tongue. He shot rope after rope of cum into my mouth, the heat and the salt burned the back of my throat and drowned my taste buds in a salty bitter taste. I swallowed his cum slowly so I could savour the taste of his seed but kept my lips locked around his dick so I could lick up every drop oozing out of his cock.
As he started to get flaccid, I withdrew from his dick and lied down next to him. “that was amazing” he exclaimed as he was panting vigorously, obviously trying to recover. I put my hand on his muscular stomach and whispered in his ear, “I’m glad you liked it, and btw, your cum is delicious”, he laughed slightly and we just sat there catching our breaths which filled the silence of the room, just two teenage guys, breathing heavily, me, thinking about what just happened and him, I wish I knew what he was thinking.
A few minutes passed, our breathing returning to normal, he looked over at my still hard dick, his eyes glowing. Without warning, he grabbed my dick and started jerking the length of it at a multitude of different speeds. My breathing picked up again, my dick began pulsing, I was already close after he deep throated me earlier. Pre cum started oozing out of my dick which he took as a signal to start going down on me again, he started of slow but quickly sped up the pace taking all of my dick in to his accommodating mouth. He looked up at me with his big brown eyes, driving me crazy. I bucked my hips, basically mouth fucking him. This temporary bliss infected my mind and I was stuck in a blur of lust as I was choking my friend, his beautiful eyes mesmerising me and feeding my sexual appetite which had been starved for so long. I started ruggedly panting as I closed in on my climax, my balls tensing up and my dick aching in anticipation. “I'm gonna cum", I groaned loudly as I started shooting rope after rope of hot, sticky cum into his mouth. After the first 4 spurts he took it out of his mouth so the last few ropes of cum spurted over his cheek while staring at me with an animalistic look in his eye. He licked it of the side of his face like a predator in sight of his prey before climbing on top of me so we could return to our savage make out session. Our bodies clashed against each other creating a euphoric tension on contact however, our make out session was short lived as we were both exhausted.
He eventually collapsed on top of me, exhausted, before sliding onto the other side of the duvet so we were side by side staring into each others eyes. He reached around me with his strong arms, cuddling me and as the minutes rolled by, we both closed our eyes.
