It was the Spring of 2017. My sophomore year at college. And my second year of living by myself, in my own apartment. It was a strange period in my life. I used to think of myself always as a fairly simple guy. Some would say, boring. However, if living by myself taught me anything, it's that I was anything but. Do you know what it's like when something snaps inside of your head, and suddenly you realize that there is this whole new, unexpected, unexplored side to you? That's exactly how I would describe my situation. And I realized this when I found myself looking for gay porn at a porn site. Now, even at that moment, I knew I actually don't have a desire for men at all. I did however, discovered a desire for cock. But it wouldn't end there. That was just the beginning. Day after day, I was more and more drawn into the world of kinks and BDSM. My desire for these things only kept growing.
Now, I think it should be said that I was raised in a very religious and conservative family. And I live in a very conservative society, as a whole. I was the guy that was always considered the good kid. The nice, religious guy. And I actually thought the same about myself. But there is no arguing with a boner. I kept jerking it off to gay men sucking dick, and i kept imagining myself. It was only a fantasy at the time, the idea of actually doing something with a guy was absolutely unthinkable. I didn't even consider it.
A couple of weeks went by, and I've since moved on from just watching porn. I registered myself to a couple of websites to actually talk to people with similar interests. I started chatting with this married guy, who actually lived relatively close. He had a lot of experience. Very quickly, he offered me to visit him so that we can have some fun. The idea of it immediately made me hard, but I said no. I still wanted this to stay a fantasy, and I wasn't ready to make that step.
I went on with my life. Wake up at 8 am, eat some breakfast, brush your teeth. Hit the subway, go to the lectures, talk to your friends. And through every single activity, I couldn't stop thinking about the offer. I had a boner at every lecture, regularly. I couldn't focus at anything. All I could think about was some strangers dick. If only the people around me knew. If only anyone knew.
So I said fuck it. My life was boring as hell, I deserve to have some fun. ' Let's just fucking do it' I kept saying to myself. I messaged the guy, and told him to set it up. He was of course very excited about it. As I said, he was a married dude in his late 30s. He regularly cheated on his wife with both guys and girls. So it was very important for him as well to keep this a secret. He seemed genuine, so I went with it. The date was set up. On Tuesday, I will go to his hotel room. He paid for the whole thing, and it was this really nice, modern, expensive hotel. I kinda already felt a little slutty, just there. Needless to say, I was nervous as I've ever been in my whole life. I just kept saying to myself 'Is this now really happening'? Anyway, Tuesday came, I woke up, dressed up. I don't even know what I did throughout the day. I was just waiting for time to pass. Seven pm came, and I started going. I had a nervous smile the whole way. A raging boner too. I entered the hotel, and I quickly found his room. For the sake of the story, we're gonna call him Adam.. So, there i was, standing in front of his room. Room number 492. 'Here we go' - I said, and I knocked on his door. He opened the door, and we made eye contact. He was about 6'4, bald, a nice black beard, black eyes. He wore a black button up shirt and blue jeans. He held a bottle of wine in his right hand and two glasses in his left hand. He greeted me with a smile, and asked me to come in. I was beyond nervous, and beyond excited. My heart rate was through the roof. I entered his suite, and i saw one bed, silk sheets, a TV. It was all so so nice. I had already told him that it's my first time and that I am a little afraid. But I felt good. Adam had this really warm personality. Clearly expirienced, and successful. I honestly felt privileged to be there. We engaged in some small talk. He wanted to calm me down, and I was calm. He led the conversation. After a while he said, '' OK, now, shall we have some fun ". My heart rate began to rise again, and a little scared I said '' Yeah, let's have fun ". He stood up and switched moods, he became serious. His tone changed. He said '' stand up ". I stood up, and he started to check me out. He walked in circles around me. The he ordered me to get on my knees, and I listened. I was on my knees, and he stopped in front of my face. I could see his meat throbbing through his jeans. I stared touching it, and he ordered me to pull it out. '' Yes sir ''. I started undoing his pants like a little kid unpacking his present. And, when I was done, his cock sprung out. Seven inches of meat, staring me in the eye. That was another moment of disbelief. It's all fun and games until you're met with the faggot-maker. His cock was absolutely huge, in both length and girth. I started thinking '' Am I really gonna do this now, me? ". He looked down at me and said, what are you waiting for? But I already made my decision. I made my decision when I came to his place. There was no way back. I closed my eyes and approached with my tongue out. I felt his tip, and it was warm and hard as hell. I still remember the taste. I stared licking it. Down the shaft, to the balls. Eventually, I took his cock in my mouth, and I was in absolute heaven. I accepted my destiny. I'm a cocksucker now. I felt happy and my dick was throbbing. I started to get my motion going. Back and forth. Like a good little slut. I looked up and we made eye contact again. I felt like an absolute faggot, and I couldn't have been any happier. He started going through my hair, and kept saying '' Good boy ''. Now I'm trying to get the whole 7 inches inside. I've never done this before, so I gag. He laughs. I try again, and again. I feel his tip in my throat. His balls on my jaw. His hand on my head. He pulls me from his dick. It's covered in saliva, and I'm barely breathing. He says to me to undress myself, and to bring him some lube from the top drawer. I do as he says, I get naked, and I bring him the lube. I lay down on the bed, and I see him putting lube on his meat-missile.'' Oh boy it's about to happen ". He spreads my legs and says '' Are you ready boy? ''. I can't even speak at this moment, so I just nod my head. He puts his finger on my hole, and starts playing around a little bit. Then he rests his tip on my hole and says '' Beg for it ''. My heart is racing and I scream out '' PLEASE FUCK ME LIKE THE LITTLE SLUT THAT I AM ''. He pushes it in, and I feel my hole expanding. Slowly he goes in, deeper and deeper until I feel every inch of his meat. It's now buried deep inside of me, as he looks me in the eye. I'm his, he owns me. He holds me down, I just relax myself, and he starts fucking me. In and out. No mercy. It hurts really bad, but at the same time, it's the best feeling that I've ever felt. His balls are slapping my ass every thrust he gets in. He's moaning, and sweating. '' You like that? You like that you little faggot '?
He's absolutely loving it, and I can't even comprehend the moment. I'm in heaven. I'm feeling his tip so deep inside every time he strikes in. Every time he pulls out, I feel empty, for that split second. I'm addicted to the feeling. I now want dick in my life, every day. He picks up speeds, and tells me to prepare myself. Finally he thrust his cock inside of me for one final time, and stops. He moans out pretty loudly, and I'm just there waiting for it. I feel his seed enter my insides. Like a warm flood of man juice. God there is so much of it, I think. It just keeps shooting. My ass is filled and it starts leaking out. He's still moaning and so am I. All this excitement pushed me over the edge too. I too start shooting my load. Cum is all over the place, we're both sweating and moaning. After about ten seconds it stops. We're both breathing heavily. He's smiling at me, and I'm smiling at him. He pulls out his monster dick, all wet and slimy. And my ass just realeses so much of his cum. Right there, I felt so defeated. Another man's cum leaking out of my asshole. He's marked me with his seed and I will now forever be his. There is truly no going back after this. My life is forever changed. He sits on his chair, with his slimy dick out. And I just keep laying down. After about five or so minutes of complete silence, he says. '' oh I'm not done with you boy, you ready for round 2 ''. Still a little dizzy and lightheaded I just say '' You fuckin bet I'm ready ''. He orders me to get on all fours, and says '' now you're gonna get fucked like a real girl ''. There is still juice sliding down my crack and over my balls. He approaches me, and this time, no questions asked, just slides it in. Balls deep, I start moaning immediately. He grabs my hair and slaps my ass. '' Are you enjoying this, you whore ''. '' Yes daddy, I'm enjoying every inch of your dick ''. '' Of course you are, you're a little faggot bitch boy aren't you ''. '' Yes daddy I'm your little faggot ''. He laughs and keeps drilling his manhood inside me. My ass already felt sore after the first time, now with this I won't be able to sit down for the rest of the week. He pulls it out, and now he lays down, instructing me to sit down and fuck myself. I do as he says, I aim my asshole onto his tip and I start sliding down. I go balls deep, and I start going up and down. Like a little pornstar slut. I start riding his dick, and he's absolutely loving it. '' OK bitch boy, get on your knees ''. I get on my knees, and I start sucking him again, this time with all the juices from my asshole. I'm not disgusted even a little bit. I completely accepted my depravity and I'm making the best of it. I start jamming his tip inside of my throat. His moans start getting louder and louder. He pulls his dick out and unloads all over my face with my tongue out. Its over my hair, my forehead, my nose. And a good amount landed on my tounge. I'm now tasting his man juice, and it's amazing. He orders me to swallow it. I do as he says. '' Good girl. Are you daddy's gurl? '' '' Yes daddy. ''.''Now what do we say after a mouthful of sperm?' '.'' Thank you daddy ''. '' You're welcome dear''.
Now, let's get cleaned up and grab some dinner, shall we.
Best Tuesday of my life.
