Chapter 1 : The Young Nikki

It s a long story, please read it till the end. When I was around 7 – 8 years old, my mom always does my makeup for practicing cosmetics training, as she is now a professional make – up artist. I was a little kid back then and it s considered to be okay for doing girlish stuffs on kids. I was so shy, I always listen to her (Mom), she is open – minded person. My face always looks pretty at all time, even I looks more beautiful than my classmate in our class, the reason is face became fair and blushed after doing makeup frequently. After she spend more time by makeup on me, her bridal makeup session started in her makeup academy. From that day, she started practicing bridal makeup on me every day, and some twice or thrice a day. She was so serious about becoming a top makeup artist. As we all know most bridal makeups are waterproof. Sometimes it s still on my face for the next day when I have school. The teachers always notice that (they knew about my mom s stuff as she is a friend of my teachers), thankfully my classmates don t bother about it as we were little kids. She started filming a practicing video of mine. On other hand, Dad was a celebrity photographer and passed away early. She uses their camera to record makeup. She always saves video in her laptop, and carefully observe her step and mistake. When she was doing bridal makeup on me she was near to finish makeup, and my eyelid itched a little bit, so I rubbed my eyelid using my finger, and my eye shadow ruined the little bit. She yelled at me for ruining her work. I was silent. When I turned 11, she became certified for makeup academy. She started a licensed Beauty parlor in a well – known area in Pune. I am no longer using it as practice material for mom. But I feel like I am not in right place as being a Boy, I should apply makeup everyday. We always have huge collections of cosmetics at our home and I live alone most of the time because mom stays at the parlor, so I keep doing makeup myself secretly.

– – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – –

Chapter 2 : Step brother come to my life

Years passed away, my face started glowing much more and my cheek becomes pinkish due to applying a lot of moisturizers, lotions, face packs, and of course cosmetics. My mom always does my haircut and styling, she always do girlish hairstyle on me. Most of the time my eyes are covered up in hairs like emo. When I was 17, my cousin started living at our home. He is a little bit gay (on the top) and 12 years older than me. When I applied makeup and I forget to lock my room s door, and he stepped into my room and we both got surprised. I was so embarrassed and I hid my face. He slowly came to me and we both sit on the bed and he started saying to me that it s okay to do this, I look beautiful. This day he gives me a soft kiss on my cheek and leave the room and said I should continue to do this. I was goose – bumped. Whenever we go shopping, he always points out to the girl s section and says, you should wear this, etc. Day after day we became comfortable discussing this girly things. After a couple of months with him, I wore a cute headband and pretty thigh – high socks and cute white shorts (boys), and an a cute yellow fur sweater and went out to the Movie with my cousin as being girl in public. After returning from the movie, I sat in his car with him. Before heading home, he stared at me for a long time and came near to my face, give me a deep kiss, we both started giving a long french kiss. This day was the best day ever. On my 18th birthday, he gifted me a glittered party pink dress + pink panties and pink padded bra + one lacy stocking + red high heels and the enema bottle. He told me to wear it for the whole day and mom was out to Singapore to doing makeup for the celebrity client. I cleaned up my ass using enema as I came to know that he is going to fuck me. And then I wore a gifted garment and heels. I tried out most of the heels before which are mom s heels. But this was my first girl s outfit I was wearing. I don t have to worry to the public about wearing a girl s dress because I completely look like a girl due to my glowing tanned and pinkish face, and short girlish hairstyle and mostly I am slim like a girl. By the way even without being a girl, most of the time I got called as Madam, Didi by city bus – auto driver, shopkeepers at FC road. When cousin took me out to the terrace garden when he called his friends. All of his friends didn t recognize that I am a boy. Most of the girls were saying to me I am cute and beautiful. It feels so proud to hear the amazing line and applauding me to be what I am. I blew up my candles, we clicked photos, etc. When we head to our home, she stopped his car at a medical shop. I always came to know about he s buying condom.

– – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – –

Chapter 3 : Losing my virginity

When we arrived at home, he lifts me using his arm and took me to the bedroom, and drop me on the bed, I was so wet, I badly want to have sex. He kissed me for a long time to 10 – 15 min on lip and body. I started giving him a blowjob, sometimes I gagged. I can t handle his thick 7 – inch cock. I noticed that he bought Viagra and lubricant from medical, no condom was worn. He set me on a missionary position. He licked my ass all the way, and I started feeling sensitive on my ass. He applied a lot of lube of ass, and here we go, the first finger slid up easily and started fingering, then with the second finger, he was hitting my prostate. While fingering, I cummed, it was the very first time I cummed that s from another person, I never masturbated before, it feels amazing. He convinces me to lick that cum, I rubbed cum on my belly using my finger and started swallowing and I licked all my cum. It feels salty but I drank it. After losing ass little bit, he started pushing his thick cock, I always regret him because it s burning and stretching. He holds my mouth with his palm and he put whole cock in my little ass. He holds my scream and my body becomes warm and feeling hot. Our sex was very long due to Viagra effects, it went straight 20 min. we tried different positions, doggy style, standing, and on the air and last again missionary where he pounds very hard to finish fucking, I cummed again while sex, he finally dumped a load of cum in my ass, and it started dripping. I was very unconscious for hours. Eyes were open and a lot of tears dropping, everything blurred, I can t able to think, speak, body movement was stopped and feels a lot of dizziness, and getting a lot of shock in prostrate, body was shaking due to shock in prostrate, it s like I was getting orgasm. My ass was burned and bleeding a little bit. I lose a virgin with a big cock and fucked up straight for half hrs roughly. He went to the washroom later on, and I was still lying with my leg spread. When he returned from the washroom, he again took a pill of Viagra, come near me, showed his big dick on his face, it was longer than my face. But I was still a little bit unconscious, everything is blurry and seems odd and pain in my ass. He put his cock in my mouth, I feel that it was thicken by Viagra, then he started face fucking me, now he applied lube on my ass, he directly put his thick cock in my tiny ass, I screamed again, he used to hold my scream by hold my mouth. I started crying again a lot to regretting sex but he never minds it. It was a long time than before around more than half hours. I cummed twice, that was my 4th cum straight in a row and that s without touching my penis. The of – course penis was loose due to prostrate pain. I squirt after 4th cum, I don t know male can squirt. Actually my I haven t pissed the whole day. When pissing he pounds me hard and pisses comes from my penis. While my body was covered in piss and my bed too got wet a lot, I feel somewhat better after pissing, the bus still was very painful to pissing. After that, he cummed again in my ass, and its stay inside the ass for the whole day because I can t control opening my anus due to pain. We know the bed is wet, so he pissed on my body and face, it was a weird feeling on it. After that my body feels itchy and smelly. Oh my gosh, it was horrible the first time, he should have recorded our video. I fell asleep and he left the room.

– – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – –

Chapter 4 : Lifestyle Changed

After having sex, my mindset becomes fully feminized. Every day I started having a dream to be a girl. But yes, I liked to get fucked by my cousin, he always fuck me twice or thrice a week and I enjoyed it. After months passed away, I went to shopping on FC road. I bought a lot of girls dresses, including lingerie. I always have a lot of money in my pocket. I started wearing these clothes in public every day. Nobody recognized me till the date. I just need to keep silent until I practice to talk in a girly voice. I usually started practicing speaking in a girly voice from YouTube every day, and after a couple of months, my voice gets a little bit girly. Within three months I can comfortably speak like a girl. Even I started to applying a lot of body lotions to keep skin smooth even more than before. At 18, I still don t have anybody and facial hair so no need to worry about trimming and shaving. I told my all friends that I am a girl, thankfully everyone cheered and supported me. Some are saying that I always look like a girl. The next day, me and my cousin started planning to convince my mom to be a girl. I was nervous while discussing, yes she was surprised and started crying in emotion and agreed to be Girl. From this day, my mom started calling me Nikki and Ananya as the official names. Mom always see dream of having a daughter. Mom gives all my clothes to my young stepbrother and bought me new girls clothes. I always started wearing girls clothes every day. On Diwali, I changed my room color to pink and white. The furniture was already in white, so I put on Barbie and Cinderella stickers. I changed the bed sheet into a pink and cute pink blanket. Then I filled up my organized my wardrobe in different clothes for party/casual/tuition/trip/traditional/functional. I convert the wardrobe drawer into a lingerie drawer. My mom introduces me to her salon as an assistant, it becomes my daily job on the weekend. I always get my hair and makeup was done there. One day my mom enrolled me in a dance class to learn dancing. I learned to dance with a lot of steps within 3 months. Next month, my cousin s wedding was happening. I was so nervous to reveal my identity in front of all the guests. I wore a skirt and pink crop top before the wedding night, and I was so shy to talk with relatives. Mostly were calling me Nikki and congratulating me for born as a girl. We danced and enjoyed ourselves a lot. The next day, wedding day. I wore Lahenga choli (Indian ethnic wear) and some real jewelry, which was mom s one. Mom did all my makeup and I was looked like a bride in a lahenga. After that, I was walking in front of the bridegroom as a welcome girl. It was so glamouring moment of my life. Some aunties were saying me when I will get married. We spend a whole week at my cousin s home with his bride, we talked a lot too. Next year, I am going to be high – school, so mom went to school to seek permission from the Principal to allow me for wearing a girl s uniform and identity as a girl. She denied to identify as a girl officially but they will accept me as Trans – women in documents. The principal was mom s good friend, they often go to parties together. From class 11th class I got a new uniform and id card with gender: Trans – girl. I was so happy, and I wore a girl s uniform and as I entered class, the whole class cheered and congratulating me, as they already knew that I wear girl s clothes. This time I was a proper girl with a total girl s uniform. The class teacher also appreciates my true identity. Our college always support the LGBT community for decades. In this way, I became a full – time girl 24/7.

– – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – –

PLEASE CONTINUE TO PART 2