My story really begins even before I was born, my mother who was 3 month pregnant with me was horrendously attacked and slashed with a knife by my father, she was only 17 and a half, why? Because she named him as the father, this northern good for nothing bastard took it upon himself to inflict the most horrible wounds to her face, it was then after she decided to move to Yorkshire where her parents were and not tell anyone, he was arrested and served time for the attack.

It was only years later I would realise the full impact it had on my mother, even after years of plastic surgery the emotional scars just run too deep with her, I first began to notice obviously when I was older and started seeing girls, her scars are still there but even though drastically reduced, the impact of it is too deep for her to find a partner and she spent all her time and money raising me and she never goes out except to work, she showed me pictures of herself before it happened and there was no doubt that my mother was beautiful teenager, and she still was and at 35, because of him she missed out on so much and when I started bringing girls home was the first time I noticed, it seemed awkward for her like she was uncomfortable with it, she tried her best to hide it but she couldn’t from me I know her too well but I didn’t say anything, mainly because I was afraid she’d say she didn’t like them, I often went to mums parents house for lunch from work as they are closer so I decided to try and have a word or get advice from her mother in confidence hoping she had said something to her.

It took some doing to raise the subject, my aunt's words were like a blessing, we had such an in depth talk, she said since what happened happened, she has been unable to deal with finding a partner, she still feels her looks are unacceptable and it upsets her, she was unable to go out for months and me and your uncle raised you for nearly a 18 months, of course you won’t remember that, her whole world had changed, when she eventually came round, she never spent a single day away from you except when you at school, as for forming another relationship she can’t face it, her scars run a lot more than skin deep, I guess when you take a girl home it reminds her of what she should have had or could have been, for a long time she blamed herself for what happened even though it wasn’t her fault, so please don’t be hard on her, you are all she has and she could be terrified of losing you, remember you are the man of the house now whether you like it or not, apart from your uncle you are the only man she trusts, it’s not the life she would have wanted, she’s become so introverted, and maybe I shouldn’t say this, she misses a man and like every woman has her urges if you know what I mean, I know she has friends but she is fiercely independent, this is not advice or even a suggestion, just something for you to reflect on, have a talk with her and if you can’t do that write it down and let her read it, you know we have a time share in Portugal and I've lost count of how many times I’ve offered it so the both of you to get away, the pair of you have never had a holiday but now your all grown up, maybe you can convince her, she needs to get out of the house before she becomes a part of it.

I thanked my aunt for the lunch and the chat and went back to work and my head was swimming.

The only thing I really understood was when she said I was the man of the house, I was a little bit to chicken to ask her about the rest and beside I didn’t have time.

I thought the letter thing was a good idea though cause I could take my time with it, so that’s what I decided to do, over the night few nights I composed one.

The morning came when I would finally leave it for her to read while I was at work, I thought I really did a good job of it but I won’t go into details here.

It wasn’t long before there was a call for me from mum, and she didn’t sound too pleased, she said she would see me when I came home for lunch.

Getting back was when the fallout began, what’s the idea of this she said? I tried to explain the best way I could but she was all fired up like I never seen her before, and what’s this bit here? You being the man of the house and if there’s anything I need or want just ask? Just what is that all about? No don’t answer cause it sounds like you want to, Oh never mind she yelled, I was stuck for words and didn’t know what to say, I know I wrote it while having one or two cans of beer so maybe I fell of the edge a bit.

There is your lunch, I'm going to your aunt’s and by god you better have some answers for me by the time you get back hone tonight, she left slamming the door behind her, she took the letter too.

I think it was the lowest I have ever felt in my life, I was trying to remember exactly what I wrote and couldn’t.

That day I was in two minds whether to go back home or not! But I knew I had to and was dreading it, to be honest I expected a call at work telling to go straight to my aunt’s house.

As I walked in it was very quite, I went straight to the kitchen for a drink then into the living room, there was my mother, she was very quite and calm and asked me to sit down, I’m sorry for this afternoon she said, it was wrong and immature of me to blow my top like that, I think it’s about time we had a talk as adults.

We talked for hours, covering all kinds of things, some of it pretty embarrassing but I think she had to finally get it of her chest, She said she felt cheated with her life with what happened and yes she felt a little awkward when I brought a girlfriend home, she pointed to her face and said this is not what a man looks for in a woman and she’s been alone for so long now, before I was born actually, she might not be able to cope with it anymore, I could see the emotion welling up inside her while she spoke it was clearly hurting her.

She continued, as for you being the man of the house you are you know, I should have realised it a while ago, I’m not looking for sympathy or anything like that but sometimes I do feel incredibly alone, I know I have you, mum and dad & great friends but they can’t really understand how I feel inside, what was taken from me and I know you are only thinking of me, that’s what my mum said anyway, she said you had a chat to her cause you were concerned about bringing your girlfriends back home.

Mum I guess it must have been a shock to you it coming from me I said, but what if we start going out, I can’t even remember being baby sat so I know you have not been out in a long time and you at least know me, Mmmmmm well she said, between your letter and what I have learned from mum I have a lot to think about, maybe you are both right I don’t know, well it’s late and I’m off to bed, OK mum I’ll see you in the morning, as she stood up I lightly tapped on the bottom, she quickly turned around with her mouth open as if in shock! Well that hasn’t happened since before you were born! She had a little giggle before disappearing, I went to bed relieved like a great weight had been lifted from me.

The next morning she said she had laid awake most of the night going over things, and had come to the conclusion we were right, maybe it’s about time she got out more, adding if I didn’t mind going out with an old fogie like her! Mum I said you can compete with any of the girls round here and you still have your figure, thank you for that she said my confidence needs a boost.

After that we started going out around our local area, I borrowed a car from work and we went everywhere cause she had been nowhere! Even though we live in one of the most picturesque places in Yorkshire, things developed rather quickly we would hold hands, put our arms round each others waist, we were undoubtedly getting closer.

That summer was coming to an end and one night there was a massive thunder storm, and I had no idea she suffered from astraphobia, (fear of thunder storms) and I could see she was really terrified, what’s wrong mum I asked, I just... this lightning and thunder is really scaring me, I don't want to be alone tonight. Would you stay with me? Well it’s late I’m not going anywhere else tonight if that’s what you mean mum, No, no I mean, she had a slight hesitation, then said, stay with me in bed tonight, keep me company, Errrr yes Ok mum if you want, I went to the loo and put on a pair of boxers and a tea shirt and she put on a nighty.

I'm sorry if this is at all strange for you, No it's okay, really mum and I got under the sheet, I don’t want you ever being scared again, Little did I know I was saying all the right things, Well, goodnight she said leaned over and gave me a lingering peck on the cheek, She turned over on her side and I turned on my other side so we were back to back, I didn’t see anything wrong in this, she was scared and needed reassurance, We both must have fallen asleep for an hour or so when we both woke up with a start: lightning crashed outside so loudly we both kind of leapt up. My mom tried to catch her breath and the rain was really lashing down, that storm must have been right overhead as the next one lit up her bedroom same time as the thunder and she suddenly scurried over to me, Hold me, please, mom said, and she got close up against me, it’s ok mum it can’t get you in here everything's okay, shhh, I said, and I meant it, her breasts were pressed right up against me.

Oh god I need the loo she said, I can’t help you there mum, I know and I have to go! She got out of bed and turned on the passage light, in the doorway her nighty went completely see through! Honestly it left nothing to the imagination! As she lingered for a second I could see the contours of her breasts, which looked gorgeous, and the outline of a very thick, untrimmed bush, it was the first time I felt a stirring in my underwear! When she came back I got the same view! Did she know? I had no idea if she did but I went to sleep with an erection that night.

Next day I asked if she slept Ok, I did yes she said, I felt lovely and secure with you there, I wouldn’t have done if you’d not been there though, and I couldn’t have done that with anyone else, it was still lashing down with rain and hot & muggy when I said I was leaving for work, she asked me if I could drop her off at her mums.

That night it was still hot with rumbling thunder and occasional lightning, Mum asked again if I would do the same and I said no problem, after a shower I put on clean boxers but no tea shirt it was too hot, she wore the same thing, little did I know that night we would do what we done, she was a little restless too, Luke I told mum what you did last night with the thunder & all and she was very pleased you helped me like that, she knows how frightened I get, in fact we talked quite a bit when you were at work, well to cut a long story short she said, and she fell silent, what did she say mum? Hang on I need the loo, she was away quite a long time, around ten minutes later she returned, turned off the passage light and turned the bedroom one on dimming right down, I heard a rustling sound, she had taken off her nighty and got into bed lying on her back, like she was thinking about something seriously, she turned on her side facing me, Luke I trust you, What is it mum? If you promise not to tell anyone I’ll tell you what my mum said, I’m just scared I’ll lose you if I do, there were genuine tears in her eyes too, Just say what it is mum I’m not going anywhere, well she said if I, we wanted to go a little further she would understand, Wait, what? I was genuinely surprised, further what did she mean by further, you mean in here?

Yes Luke in here, I know I’m your mum but even if I wasn’t you probably think I'm much too old for you, she lay back down, I’m not going to pretend I didn’t know what she meant cause I did, and it was having an effect on me, my cock was sticking out the top of my boxers, I was silent for a few seconds, but it might as well have been an hour, is that what you want mum? I, I don't know, she turned back onto her side facing me and I soon got her answer, edging a little closer She leaned in for a kiss and that was the first time I got to taste my mum. Our tongues twirled around and meshed together as I lay there letting her, She was tracing a finger down my face I could barely believe it, a few seconds later she broke off the kiss, I didn’t realise it then but she took one of the biggest gambles of her life.

Outside the thunder continued and rain was coming down on the windows, I turned my head and her breasts were right there, she had made the first move and it was my turn to respond, I stroked and gently squeezed each of her breasts before kissing and sucking on them, I fumbled to get out of my boxers as she was stark naked, now up on my knees I lowered myself and licked every inch of her body before I got to her pussy, it was driving both of us crazy, mostly with anticipation, and finally after five minutes of taking her all in my penis still hard as a concrete block, I found myself face to face with her hairy bush, in the dim light I could just about see her pussy lips tight together, like she hadn't had a baby before and was still so young, her clit was popping out a bit so it made it easier to start flicking it with my tongue.

It suddenly dawned on me I was the first to be here since she had me and before, After so long of not

being with anyone she got wet extremely quickly, she went from being damp to soaked in I would say 30 seconds, very gradually she started to open up for me until I could see her pussy lips clearly, Her juices tasted so sweet, like salty pineapple, and I loved that she had a full bush but needed a trim, I slowly inserted a finger into her pussy and good god she was tight, gently moving it in & out while sucking on her clit, Suddenly, I could feel her tense up, Luke I’m coming and she let rip, almost immediately my face was covered in her orgasm, she came so hard, I swallowed quite a lot of it too, As she came down from she asked if she could touch me, yes mum of course you can, I moved my way up the bed on my knees displaying my rigid cock, I’m not the biggest in the world only 7 inches fully hard, What I didn’t expect when she touched me was to have an instant spontaneous orgasm all over her breasts, moms body and the aroma & taste of her pussy, I was so charged up, it didn’t put her off though, she cleaned herself off with her nighty then explored my balls and cock like it was her first time, pulling my foreskin all the way back slowly then forward again as more cum dribbled out, I never lost my erection though.

It felt so different, maybe cause I was with a real woman and not someone my own age, after she finished we both knew what we wanted, I moved across over the top of her, my cock was pressed up against her opening, for a moment we just looked at each other in the half light, If ever there was a want in a girls/woman's eyes it was staring straight back at me and boy did she look gorgeous, for the first time I think I had a panic attack, I suddenly realised what I was about to do and who with, looking up at me I think she knew what had happened, it’s ok she said, if you don’t want too I’ll understand sweetheart, that said I slowly pushed my cock into her very tight pussy, Her pussy was a perfectly velvet vice grip on me and wet enough to let me slide inside her, almost 20 years of inactivity had made her virgin tight again, It didn't feel like fucking another teen, I was making love to her, take it slow Luke she said, we have plenty of time, I found a pace we were both happy with as the whole of my length slid in & out, I never knew how much I missed this until now she said, all of a sudden her vice gripped me, she came nearly pushing all of me out of her, a couple of minutes later she clamping down on me again, this time I could feel her fluids on my balls, because of my orgasm before I was good for at least five minutes more, I was getting very close as mum had her strongest and third orgasm yet, I pushed into her almost fight the vacuum as my cock stiffened then realised, filling her up inside for the first time.

We were hot and tired, I knew we could have gone on but decided to get some sleep. The next morning we woke up and at first both of us weren't sure what had happened. Then a flood of memories came back and we looked at each other, now not in the darkness but in the bright light of morning, she turned to face me, Thank you for last night she said, I hope you enjoyed it as much as I did, I did mum thank you, I think we should get a shower cause we don’t smell good! She said, she flung the cover off and said I don’t think there’s any need for that anymore, pointing to her nighty! I got my first look at her totally naked in daytime, she matched her silhouette perfectly, pulling the cover off the bed she said come on we need to shower before work, we actually showered together for the first time and had sex in there before cleaning ourselves, that morning we had a talk, mainly to see if we wanted it to happen again or if it was just a one off, needless to say, it wasn’t going to be a one off, however I did ask her if I should use condoms, you can if you want to Luke but the chances of me getting pregnant now are very slim but if it makes you feel better of course you can, I elected not and she was over the moon, she also said last night she felt like a real woman again, and she has done since that night.

Total time from that talk to this point, 11 months I think, it wasn’t over night, I guess I should have seen it coming as over those 11 months we got closer & closer, in fact treating each other like girlfriend and boyfriend but we never slept apart again, nearly 18 years of solitude had ended for her, she was a different person, Her warm smile, her amazing body, everything about her was perfect and I think she is only now living her teenage years, when we are out and on our own I call her by her first name, she simply loves foreplay too, lots of it, oral sex from her took a few more weeks but oh god was it worth waiting for and I never once pushed for it, then one night I did something even I wasn’t expecting to do, after we had sex she went down on me, I worked her legs over the top of me and she asked me what I was doing but

she soon caught on, Oh no Luke I’m not clean there you can’t but I ignored her protest, her leaking pussy was directly above me, with a little trepidation I kissed it, then another, then put my tongue inside her, her protests turned into moans of delight as I licked her out tasting our combined juices for the first time, swallowing whatever came out of her and she even came again, doing that while having my cock sucked was amazing, she partly shaved her pussy for me too! She noticed I was getting her pubes caught in my teeth.

We had our first outdoor sex together too in the nearby woods, sadly later that year her Dad had a fall went into a comma and never woke up, we moved out of our cottage and into her parents house, no neighbours with much more privacy and she already knew we slept together, that year we all went to Portugal as a family and had an amazing time but sadly it would be the first and last time and she died the following year.

They got to see their daughter happy again though and I made a promise to her not to leave her and I meant it, I never though it was possible to fall in love with your own mother but here we are 5 years later and still very happy, and the sex is incredible.