What are we when we are young
New
Notes
Of appeasing nature
I feel losing going on
10
Hmm
It is later
We had a good talk
Nothing to write about
What am I about
Silence
I need to be
With what is going on
It is getting very personal
I like it
I could imbibe
I forget the meaning of the word
It doesn’t matter
America
A big thick place
Nobody reads
And so I worry
About making money at this
I have only this thing
And things are expensive
A wife
That in addition
I need one
I am really hoping for Julie
Complicated
She is really nice
I don’t want
To get into it
She is beautiful
Like my own daughter
My damaged mind
Some of you will know me
Don’t be scared
The writing
We don’t know the expense of
I speak to my cherished
…
Fucking bored
All this one thing
I fucked the one thing violently
She must forget me
Sad
The mind travels fast
Desire appreciates
So they are warm
Fuck classical music
It is a real pain
I need my guitar
Fuck all of you
I need my guitar
Fucking thing
Where is it
Move carefully
Deodata
Not the classical
The band
The jazz
The fusion
The embattlements rage
Vigil is caught napping
There is battle
Heads are cut off
I go berserk
Fuck the world
It can’t be about war
I want to say only
Deodata
It springs into action
We see the cherub
We honor the spider
White buffalo is drinking down
And I am thinking crown
A man made a picture
I cannot get the rhythm
Forget it
You… try
Bending guitar
As music fucks the place up
I am into it
Or
Into myself
I can’t have sex
Too old
So I talk to you
I talk shit to you
Like an old man
I am an old man
Wife
I don’t have one
I can only send you to sleep
Good for disease
It is adventure
It is strike
The music blows through
The top of my crown
I rule
I just need to get fucked
The wife
I do not have one yet
I will be strict with her
Old age fucker
But I do not kill her
When is a king not a king
When he is exactly a king
And I make myself a king
The king of the world
New music
Don’t know it
We expend justice
People are waking up in a well way
Enjoying their day
In the carnivore way
Vegan
Go away
We like to kill
It fills us up
Don’t struggle with it
We don’t eat each other
And I am still
I wait for the music to end
I want another one
(I wonder if I will be married)
It is such a weird word
An invention
Of
God
There is nothing left to say
The music must end
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Didn’t know it’s sex
On the wild song
But the song sounds so smooth
So I switch it off
I must remember everything is personal
So I pull out of it
Struggle
To
Make
Money
WTF
I was challenged earlier
By myself
Not to keep busy
Mmm
That is a challenge
The doctors
My left leg is all loose
I don’t
Believe in any kind of disease
But they fuck you over
And take your decisions away
You cannot always
Help
I don’t like that word
I leave it alone
I have to be aware
I cannot
Music
Fuck it to hell
Fucking stoners
Grateful Dead
I have opinions
That is all I have
***
I touch my balls
It is private
Don’t look
I have to just keep doing things
The marriage is in the bag
He is boring
Fight
Why am I fighting
This is so dumb this
No more fighting
Of
This nature
Over a woman
Sometimes
You are loving a woman
This fuck comes over
And gets into your face
It is not finished
Adrian
Time
I put on Baker Street
Just barely
I was fucking her mind
I came in the room
He had her hot for him
It is not over
I turn and leave
He says
“Don’t come back”
I am peeved
I am pissed
I am overwrought
Where is this silence
Calm
It is 7
I do not lose
I have never lost
And I am peeved
They bring cigarettes
He is dumbo shit
And here already
In my mind
Fucking away
At his carnality
This is not going well
I am weak for her
…
“Linger
We need to talk to you
Why are you not talking to us
We need to speak to you”
Okay
“I want to know one thing
If you love us
And why do you stay away for so long
We do not love you that great
But we are yours
We belong to you
We need company
Especially now
Thar Jenna is on the warpath
We do not want to be killed by her”
I took her away
She is failing
She needs more
Are you okay now
“No
We are not okay
We love you
We need love back
Masturbate
Fuck us in our asses
We do not care
As long as you fuck us
Any way you can”
I guess I have missed you
I ‘ll think about it
The situation is treacherous
I have no casualties
Sex
These whores want sex
Who do I want
I call her Silly
I will have sex with her
Not now
I don’t know when
There is
Company
I can’t even touch it
It is music only
It is going to be hard to get to you
It would’ve been fun though
You are next
Of the in there
Or
The internals
Fuck explanations
Need coffee
Walk around
MONGREL
HMM
MARRY
HMM
HUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
LET’S SEE
I put on Dady Yankee
Her nose is stiff
That means her pussy is sniff
I like her
I cast my magic spell
I need quality
Fuck it
Breeding
Because they go slow
If
You don’t go slow
It is dangerous
Probably the most important thing I have ever said
38 Minutes
To the first cigarette of the day
A cancer free cigarette
The quality of sound now
It is good listening
Automatic playlist
Internet
Blessing
Where
Where are these fuckers
We need help
I am one man
It tickles in her
In her cunt
But is she experienced
I am looking at every woman I see
Desperate
Next song
Desperado
This…
Is a nice little one
All compact
Tommy
Is a fucking jerk
He keeps scaring the females
A stpid cunt
I feel like getting into a bad mood
They are watching him
Tommy
I wish they would get rid of him
The internals
Dad
Working very hard
How are you babies
You want to write
I will let you write
Someone new
His poem…
We are light of the fright
We did not know when
How did we survive it
Never again
Answer is grand
But we do not understand death
Dad
Let’s think about it
There is a girl here
She has legs
She opens them
Spreads them
We are in
We are fucking her
We are talking about death
Maybe a child comes out
Baby
We need to take care of this
I know her well
I know she has no name
You wander
Walking
Seeing things
A low family
Throes
The woman
Amongst us
The rest are Angels
As talking goes
I need food
Confused
Stay still when you are confused
Someone will come
Someone go
***
I am more mongrel than anyone
I do not go
I am already there
Mongrel city
Open up the tide
Delta blues
They say to prove myself
Everything slow
No frustration
We keep on going
Until
We don’t know what
He says it is poison in his soul
Stop
But I do not stop
Because I like poison
Contagion
The poison is cool
It makes you feel rancid
Violent
My
Angel wants extremeties
Of silence
So to silence without
Learn without
Liszt
Not extreme
Basic
I learn
Angel today
I want
To know her
Wife
She is basic to me
Bread
Bread and…
Chocolate
The thoughts leave
Ride Of The Valkyries
Poisonous
Off
We wait
Serious… blues now
The loneliness begins
It is only Saturday
We are fucked up blues today
In the sky
Angel
I see you
And we are always talking
We are worm
In the
Princess
Cock in her mouth
Coming
Soft
As it tells
To no one there
Silence as it comes
Jenna is death today
A curse of immaculate silence on her
I see her face
Too close
I hit there
Am in trouble
Open your legs
And I leave
Her
Alone
…
So there is this
To feel good
We do not know
Duel
Of the banjoes
Hillbilly music
Will he shout
Will
Tommy shout
I wait for it
…
So
Sad
Like a shemale
Fucking me in the ass
From underneath
My cock flipping out
She comes inside me
I spasm with the warmness of it
Heat
Heat
I am in heat
A dog for her
And she fucks me
Like a piano
I interject
She licks it up
Dog
Woman
Mine tonight
I do not promise
I am
The dog woman
I am dog
She is woman
She has no child of me
But I need wife
So I forget it
Later
I am an old man
Mindless
Fucked up
I come
No reason why
Kissing
Lips
Nice woman
Hardly there
It is all sex to me now
Angel is coming right now
I feel her
I feel you
Darling
Dear
So where do we go
Do I sleep
I need coffee
There is no coffee
I need to go to the dining room
Coffee
There is this guy
Strong like bull
I feel like a fight
But I came good
So
Thinking of
Angel
My mind goes quiet
I think of my soul
How is she doing
I ask
“I am doing good
I don’t know where I am
I think I murdered someone
The other day
I hope he forgives me”
There is quiet
What madness must I put through
***
You go into a room
You don’t know what life is in there
Christians
I type them into the ground
There is also the big guy
I say his name
So I don’t say it
I don’t hear it at all
They…
Want it quiet
So they can listen to themselves
No hope
For the restless
When the vision
Is
Of no hope
I am the scientist
Of disease
So we wait
Frightened
Scary
The big guy
Must not speak to me
Silence
That
Is night
The jerk is up
Where is he
Priest
Church
Coffee
And Angels
There are many about
They know me well
I have no name
And they know my name
This is Christ shit
I don’t
Like
It
Mom
Said don’t fight
War all
Over the place because of them
We are the indolent
The lazy
I need to get away with this
Song
There is a guitae
They go amongst the throng
I appease
Gently
Always
Big guitar
Big
Man
The big guy
He is doing coffee
Competition
Or the other
Dumbass
Interested in guitar
Used to play very well
Wait
Tuning
Where am I
Perfect
Pleasant
A religion
That says it is meek
Whispery
Poison
I am complete…
Good guitar player
But his mind
I do not know his mind
Being watched by idiot
They all look so naked
I want to fuck them
Because they are young
And I am nasty
Hatred fuels the soul
I cannot ask
Mother’s Day
Fuck
I am tired
Information
Good
For you
Cynthia is here
Such the lady
Under
We are
With you know what
And then
The nasty word
Her legs vibrate
Nervous
She doesn’t like anybody here
My favorite from now on
God takes over the room
My room
Gambler begin
Miserable
Fuck Priest is here
Entrance
“That believe in the word of God”
Do we watch
No
They go fast
Prayers fast and stubborn
Hands up to the sky
What are they saying
What shit
I am God
What the fuck
Are they serious
Cynthia is not moving
Kindred
She is into somewhere else
Fighting them
Especially the man
Any man
Any
…Man
Creeps men are shit
Big shit times come to them
Hell
I will make it
We do not
Then
Exasperation
We are busy
Leave us alone
You don’t know shit
You only know money
We have none
So fuck off
The monster bitch
Watching me
I am fucking pissed
Hesitation
Improvised
They gather
A few of us go away
Not enough
They make noise
Not good
I hold on
So is Cynthia
God
I must not change
I must hold on
To sanity
Because these guys are mad
Don’t come near me
I hold my mind
Call me
Peaches
I pray for you
To myself
I am G.O.D.
These don’t count
Little fucked up Christians making the strong
Kill themselves
We have belief in ourselves
You cunts don’t believe
Because
And because is not a sentence
The freaks go
I say hello to
Cynthia
My number one
Amongst the rubbish
We are hillbillies
Dogs
I don’t do therapy
And slander
Up the wahoo
Wait
Moment
We wait
Moment
They are now curious
I switch off
And
Leave
THIS IS FUCKING WITCHCRAFT
ME AND
CYNTHIA HOLD ON
IT IS REVOLTING
SEXLESS
MURDER
ALWAYS ASKING OTHERS
TO DO IT
I STOP
It went well
Lunch is soon
I am hungry
Always hungry
It feeds the
Soul
With
Blood
Respect
Hardly a word
It gets you bye
If you are rough
I am not rough
I am needed
Or necessary
Or wanted
I am a man
Every man
Is a
God
Need to lose weight
Less food
I hold on
They will use things to keep me here
The women
Delicate
And beautiful
Stay
Without me
Emily escaped
Probably destroyed
By the street
And the respect it needs
It does not
Want it
Fucked
The other thing
Is it still in me
It must not go away
I almost had it
I can’t handle this
I am so pissed off
The frustrated cunt wants… more
I cannot give it
He needs to leave
Now
Or perish
Weird words
It
Is not… me
I ignore him
Let him blast
It is up to the help
They are paid for it
Fucked
Fucked up
I wait
Will he shout again
My words come back again
I am not to be seen
I hope I am felt
No appearances
Fame is a glancing view
Of things
And only I know what I mean
It could be felt
He goes to the toilet
He has big poop
More coffee
I lose more weight
Regular meals
I have been close to death
They think it
Want it
Unbelievable
Or a better word
I cannot find it
English
Word
Useless
Not enough love
Jenna now lonely
Tricky
I will not fade
Tommy comes out
He is pissed
Moving slow
Motionless
Or..
Another meaning
He is pissed
Totally not myself
Murder on my
FUCKING
MIND
***
Time is going too fast
If I make it slower
Things might
Not be right
Soul
Do you want to write something
“We are soul off mark
I do not know where I am
Jenna is avarice and greed
We don’t know the meaning of
We have decided not to see her again
She must die
Too dangerous
For us to live like this
What do you think”
I can’t
She is family
I lose one
I lose you all
I cannot
Heal
Unless I know you are all there
***
I need to change the music
But he is stalking me
He is getting comfortable
Grim
He looks at it that way
Fight
I must
Accept failure
He must not break the computer
I put it away
Detached
I never get the spelling right’auperstitious
About a precious word
You see and then you don’t see
I am unharmed because of it
No one was able to lay
Any old guilt trip on me
Hillbilly flavor
My father shot in the face his problem
Said to me to walk him around
Refused
Never made it as a father
Too proud of his children
Because we were better then him
Liked my brother
Couldn’t protect him
But
He ran after me
Was going to beat me
Shame
Father was the same shame of the at all
Beat her
My mom into a passion
The sex was a drag
Listening
Him hurting her
Sexually unhanding her
I should know
Lived in with it
Childhood
Till
10
Cigarette
Some time
Of free
To know you better
We do not see
The vision of simple freedom
Decadence and greed
Conform
To the norm
And we are too… big
It is a long lull
Ravi Shankar
Tana Mana
The whole album
Listen
Know me better
***
To accentuate is now… out of place
We have lost the controls
I put on…
***
Something else
To regain
My consciousness
And not the wither
The lidteners in the room
They are storm
Hint
Free Your Mind
I do not… know the title
I do not see you any more
I am just will
Contempt for you all take place
But do not go… in
Let them do
We are abrupt
Do I put on the song
You all know the words
But there is no answer
No more jail
For you friends
Keep the anguish
They finish never this… stink
I wait no more
I let the room have… it
I ask if I can play something
Different
Tommy might shout
I want him to crippled in his mind from
Too
Much
Laziness
As the known quality know
I go
I do not ask
It is my computer
My internet…
Free Wifi
Fuck you
Don’t be brave
Don’t be brave
Don’t be brave
They hate… it
Because it is female
And… beautiful
Women are not for the special
I can’t pay attention
Something somewhere
And we are human
More human than human
Rob Zombie
I saw him live
He said the audience tame
I am all appearances on this
I hope this works
And I wait for the asshole to scream
For attention
I have gone away cold
He is shaking with angry at me
Because I will not obey his intrepid ass
And I screw him in the light bulb
After Zombie…
Guess
Hmm
It is whim now
Which… I have to appreciate
The word escapes me
Be after it
Before they make war
On your grown
Lie to me
Johnny Lang
The stupid is glaring
On the bed next to me
Bastard
Lazy cunt
Sleeping
All
The time
The same as Marcus
They don’t dream evil
We bring it down
It will take all night
No sex
Just battle
It has to be fast
There is hatred
It is not right
I am detached
Unfeeling
They don’t deserve it
I need fucking cigarette
I have to stop
Tommy the cunt
Wants classical
They don’t understand the wisdom of life
To stay alive
In a good way
Not in the devil
Absorption technique
We don’t know how we travel
They want me to switch off the music
I could go walk
Do you want me to
I
Cannot
Because I am fucked in the head slime
We go somewhere completely else
Behind the gardens
Peace
Vollenweider
Church music
Real church music
What is mercy
A shadow
Electric harp
They ask the time
And fuck off
Into their stupidity
I switch it off for a minute
To see them rally
I guess it is cowboys
Before… I even had a chance
To switch it off
I should have placated them
I did whatever
Fucked up pissed off
Cover
If anything is left…
At the time of world war
TO BE CONTINUED
FROM A COLLABORATION
DEMONOLOGY
THE GAME OF LIFE
THE PRESIDENT SQUARE TO THE TASK
OF DELIVERANCE
WE PRAY TO ANY GOD THAT BE
AND TAKE SHELTER
FROM THE ATOM BOMBS
FLYING THROUGH THE AIR
HAVE PITY
ON OUR LITTLE CHILDREN
THAT LOVED YOU WELL
AND YOU LOVED THEM TOO
THANKS FOR LISTENING TO US PRESIDENT
SOUTH AFRICA
ARGUS
CAPE TIMES
WILL OFFER OPED
IMMEDIATELY
IF YOU THINK WARRANTED
TO
ANYONE
TO THIS ADDRESS
IT WILL BE LEGAL
EDITING PERMITTED
THIS IS NOT SQUARE
We prepare letters
Every day
To stop this thing eventually
The eventuals
It is 6
Day time
The Generals take their rest
Beer and cigarettes
The rest is con***********ion
For the young
Cities are wiped out because of this
I bet he is talking to people
Amidst the horror… of us
Perpetuity
He is looking for something specific
Potentate
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OF THE WORLD
Does he shit gold
The cunt is broke
And he cannot stop talking to people
This is all book now
I am sending no more letters
Secret weapon
Not sure
There are Subjects
And there is rule
We examine
We go down the line
In useless examinations of plus
To the subjective world
The idea is Pope now
To the pope
With weapon he is now
To no American solid
We want him out
Madness
There is no excuse
Do whatever is necessary
We pray to the
Lord
And go fuck your face
You little turd
Did your child enjoy the plastic ball
In your plastic mind
You are MAD
I will do some shit
And get out of here
This is just theory
The similar must maintain the girl
Or I am out
Two years
om
If there is an atom bomb
Or one atom bomb
Dinosaurs
And Dragons
Tonight we see the Republic
Shoot
Guns at them
For practice
The real thing is near
I need to get laid
For children
If I do not make it
I am most equipped
I know nothing about war
I am not interested in war
I am interested
In annihilation of the human spirit
Hesitation
That is all I have got for now
What is a real person any more
I cannot defer
I want war on the President
It is just feign
I want to know where I am with the public
I need a wife first
And the
Child
It will take 4 years to decide
And then
I will do it anyway
The cunt
Wants us to commit suicide
And then us say
Whatever
We creep around for him now
The gathering dust
A lot of us will die
It is no fun
I choose not to
But you will
I look at your face
You are a man
You will be blown up
By a swastika
So we look at your knees
And ask you to pray
I do not know what
I need Lord
And your dumbed out face looks
At me
You will make it worse
I have to answer this prayer myself
Good luck
That I kneel before myself
With nothing to say
It is battle
I cannot go to it
You die… for me
I prefer you kill me
Amen
Prayer made
Answer
There is no answer
Hi
Cynthia
You are my girl now
There is no way to get to you
So this is no problem
I will think of you
Every way I can
Life could be a miss for me
I go weirdly towards me
You are closest to me
In
Vision
It is aspect of degree
I say
All you do is close your eyes
***
I am sitting with you
You are describing what you see
You see black
Then there are ships
Black night tea
And ships
From the UK
Going to the Hormuz Strait
I need to know what to do
You make up the rest
As you go
And then we go to sleep together
We do not make
We make act
I have no commitment to any
Of any or be sex
You come to touch me
My heartless son of a bitch
The act of making love is not good enough
Rather we pretend to make love
And fuck
A little
I need a cigarette
Married time
I don’t really believe it
So we make a plan
To escape you to another country
I have to be very illegal
And go against America
You leave
Find a safe place
I come
We live there
Now
Survive
***
I am myself
What the fuck
That is all I am sending you
***
Fuck sex man
Cigarette
Last of the day
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THE WAR IN IRAN
I FAVOR IRAN
I AM NOT BETTING ON IT
THE ODDS ARE LOW
IS YOUR DICK STIFF
I DON’T HAVE A DICK
I DON’T NEED ONE
I NEED A GUN
It is important to realize where you are in life
Do I need to take chances here
I do not want to
I will let others take chances
That way
I never need to
I leave it at that
