We had a wonderful life raising the kids and even better after they were grown. We had a sex life based on respect for each other. When I got to the age of not being able to hold back, I would cum and leave her hanging, so to speak. I got chemical help; things got better. Then the short notice before cumming started. I loved the long-lasting climax. She pretended it didn't matter. We knew people who had scheduled sex times. That promoted her getting herself ready so the lazy man could just punch a hole in her wet pussy and cum.

I mentioned my dilemma to a lady on my route. She said, satisfy her before you even start. Women like to have multiple climaxes anyhow. Wow, why do I have to be told the obvious?

We enjoyed porn together in the bedroom. I, like most men liked the cum shots. She didn't care much for that. She was also honest about porn that turned her off. One time, we were in the middle of good series of fucking positions; she asked if I preferred swallow or spit when she gave me head. I answered way to fast with swallow. I should have said, I like swallow but I know that might not always be what you want so either way works.

The second time we did anal, I hurt her. I didn't understand how to gently build for depth. I felt bad after. The next day, we talked about it. She was reluctant because she enjoyed the first session and didn't want me to abstain from it altogether. I volunteered to let her do me. She showed me how to prepare myself for it. I used her douche bottle so many times in the shower, I almost got off. She fingered me with Vaseline. She moved to a small vibrator, then a bigger one. Finally, it was the brand-new strap on about an inch longer than me with a bit bigger diameter. When she finally bottomed out, I really liked it. I'm not sure if it was the idea of it or the feel of it. I could imagine a guy with a dick that size fucking me. My dick suddenly started dripping precum. I looked because I wasn't hard but I was extremely hot. I reached under for a lot of it, brought it to my mouth for a taste. Fuck, I love the taste of my precum. She saw it. She asked if I wanted to eat real cum. I said, I'd tried before. Every time I eat my precum till it's all gone and I jack off to cum, I lose my desire for eating it just before it comes out of my dick.

Two days later, I woke up with her sucking my dick. I reach for her and she slapped my hand away. A few minutes later, I reached for her again. She slapped my hand away again. I started fucking her mouth. She raised up off it; started jacking me off. I made the sounds of impending climax and she covered the head with her mouth and kept pumping. She swallowed the first third, raised up and jacked the rest onto my stomach. She then, sucked my dick all the way in her throat. She'd never done that before. I was going down anyhow. She milked my dry, hung on to my wilting cock and started loudly sucking the cold cum from my stomach. When she finished, she sucked my cock some more, got up, came back with a warm wet cloth and a dry hand towel. She cleaned me up, took those with her and got in the shower. I got up, made breakfast with minimal clothing on. When she sat down to eat, I kissed her and told her that was the hottest thing I'd ever seen or been a part of. I promised to do her well that night. She said she did it because she kept thinking about doing that when she was masturbating. She said she enjoyed it too and for me to not feel obligated to return the pleasure.

After I lost her, I kept thinking about how we shared doing each other. As I tried to make myself eat my cum, I just kept losing my desire before it was available. One day it hit me. I need to eat cum from some other dick while I'm still honey. I started looking for glory holes. They were plentiful in the 60s and 70s. I found them in the Adult Store Arcade section. The call them vent holes. I sucked several dicks there but never got any cum. One day, I entered a booth where a straight guy was jacking his dick thru the open fly with his pants still on. We made eye contact. He pointed his nose and eyes to the seat next to him. I walked in, dropped my pants, waved my dick at him but he didn't reach or lean for it. He did look at it while I made it hard. I was clearly longer than him but he was fatter in dick than me. I leaned over and sucked him for a while. He was very clean. I sat back, made eye contact. We each watched the other jack off for a while but he showed no interest in touching mine. I leaned back over to suck him and he was cumming. It was my first cum swallow. I was so excited and happy with myself. It seemed so natural to enjoy that warm thick cum with a hint of salt taste. I swallowed as easy as if I'd been eating yogurt. I even pinched the base of it with thumb and two fingers and pumped him fast to get it all. There was not shooting of ropes. It was just boiling out and I was loving the feel of it. I raised up and told him he was my first. His look of kind disbelief was a pleasant memory even now. I was only off his dick for 6 or 7 seconds but that was long enough. I went back for the late cum which was pleasant heavy glob. I took his whole dick into my mouth and stripped him dry. I sat up, he stood and put it away. He handed me his ticket with credits on it before leaving. I thanked him and asked if he'd let me do it again. He nodded. I asked for a number. He shook his head and said something about being married.

That was over a year ago. I've had only a half dozen cum loads since then. I guess most of the guys in the arcade are either gay or like me, learning to like men. A few months ago, I started learning to deep throat. I have a nice latex, 6 1/2-inch cock with balls and a suction cup on the base. I douche as needed in the shower to finish cleaning out. I fuck that big dick with shampoo on it. I can direct a stream of warm water in a jet mode waist high. I have it hit the top of my hole while fucking myself with that thing. The warm water goes in and my dick gets dripping hot as I bury that full thing into my ass. I wish I could make it swell up fatter after I get going. Lately, I have learned to clean it up after a good fuck; lube with equate clear lube and shove it down my throat. My first two times trying that, I did not get it all but I did not vomit either. Now, I look forward to putting it in my throat more than my ass. I just had a session where I had it as far as I could with my chin pushing the rubber balls back as far as I could. I then pulled it back about two inches on each of 5 strokes as I fucked my throat with it.

I knew I could do it because yesterday, I was having breakfast in my usual fast-food place when a couple tried to order at the kiosk for several minutes. They sat across from me at another table. She was tearing up and holding her credit card. After a while, I asked if I could help in any way. They were in their 50s, at least. They were recently showered and had clean clothes on. One thing led to another until I talked them into letting me buy them food. They moved on each side of me as we used my app to order. After they ate, I went to the men's room. I used the stool in the handicap stall. When I came out, he was at the urinal. He was turned enough to expose his 7-inch cock. I stopped and stared at it. He pumped it and walked into the handicap stall. I followed, locked the door, sat down and swallowed his cock. He fucked my mouth for only a few minutes before rewarding me with a throat cum spasm. He pulled out to let me taste the last of his load. It was warm and thick. It had no taste but I enjoyed the texture and warmth of it.

We went out of the men's room. She was waiting and we walked to my vehicle. She thanked me and said she wanted to reward me for my kindness. I said he already did a marvelous job of just that. He handed me a note with their names and a phone number on it. "We won't always be broke, " he said, "but you will always be welcome."