'Oh my gosh,' I thought. 'I just had sex for the first time. Which means I'm not a virgin anymore. This is insane.'
“That was intense,” my boyfriend, EJ said interrupting my thought and rolling off of me.
“Yeah,” I replied.
“Your mom probably wants you, huh?”
“I think so.”
“Is this the last time I get to see you til fall?”
“No. I'm going to visit you in Jamaica.”
“Okay.”
“After I turn 18, I want to travel around Europe.” I said as I looked up into his eyes. “Will you go with me?”
“You know I'm not going to say no,” EJ said as he draped his arm over my hip.
“Good,” I joked. “Cause when I go to France and I can speak to all the hot guys how upset would you be? Or in Italy with the hot Italians? Oh and Spain! Aw, so many beautiful in so many beautiful places.”
“That's why I'm going to be next to you, every step of the way.”
“I need you when I go to Italy anyway. You're the only one that can speak Italian fluently.”
“Ma si puo parlare francese e spagnolo,” EJ said in Italian.
“No speak Spanish.”
“Da Barcellona o Porto Rico?” He replied in Italian.
“Barcelona,” I said with an accent from Spain aka a Spanish accent.
“Te amo con todo mi corazon,” EJ said to me in Spanish, meaning 'I love you with all my heart'.
“No tanto como Te amo,” I replied, meaning 'Not as much as I love you'.
“Usted debe darme un beso en este momento.” That means 'you should kiss me right now'.
I kissed him, then got up and put on my dress. I made EJ put his clothes back on.
“Come with me to my mother's room please?” I asked.
“What hotel is she staying in?”
“The Hilton, next door.”
“Oh, okay.”
“Thank you,” I said as we walked downstairs to check out.
My mom can't just stay in a regular room with a bed and a bathroom. She has to have a kitchen, a living room, and a separate place for her room.
When we got to her room, she was sitting on the couch in the living room, watching TV and drinking wine.
“Hello, mother,” I said as I sat on the couch next to her.
“Hey, Ms. Smith,” EJ said as he sat on the couch to my right.
“How are you, kids?” she asked. I doubt EJ will ever get used to my mother's accent. I see him out the corner of my eye, trying to hold in a laugh.
“Fine,” I said as I kicked him.
“That's good,” Mother said, her eyes never leaving the television. “Are you sure you don't want to come back to England with me, dear?”
“Yeah, I'm sure.”
“When are planning on coming?”
“EJ and I are coming on my birthday,” I told her. “Then we're going site seeing in Europe, remember?”
“Oh yes, of course,” she said. “How does your father feel about that trip of yours?”
“Well, daddy wasn't very happy about EJ coming along, but he'll live I'm sure,” I reasoned.
“Are you excited EJ?” Mother asked him.
“Yes, ma'am,” he said. “I've only been to the UK so I'm happy to be going to the other countries.”
“Yes, they're beautiful, dear.”
“Mother,” I interrupted and grabbed EJ's hand. “We need to go see Daddy.”
“Okay,” she said waving at us. “Don't forget to come see me before I leave.”
“I'll see you soon.”
“Yes of course,” she said as we walked out.
“Why didn't you tell me your dad didn't want me to go?” EJ asked as he wrapped his arms around me in the elevator.
“Because it isn't important,” I replied.
“Yeah it kind of is.”
“He just doesn't want us to have sex.”
“Oh, um,” he started awkwardly.
“Its fine,” I laughed at him.
“No. You're dad would shoot me in the face,” he said.
“No he wouldn't,” I said still giggling.
“Do you not know your father.”
“Of course I do.”
“Then you should know that he will murder me.”
“No, just hurt you.”
“That's not that much better.”
“Yes, because you can still be with me.”
“I guess.”
I stood on my toes and pressed my lips against his. He pushed his tongue into my mouth. His tongue played with my piercing.
When we got to our floor, we pulled away from each other and EJ smiled. He held my hand as we walked to the street to get a taxi.
I told the driver my grandmother's address, where my father was staying while in town.
When we arrived, my father was in jeans and a t-shirt. Usually he only wears business suits. My grandmother was in the kitchen cooking, as always. My cousins, aunts, and uncles were all around the house.
“Hey, daddy,” I said as we walked in.
“Hello, princess,” he replied.
“Hi, Mr. Smith,” EJ said awkwardly.
“Elijah,” Daddy said holding out his hand. “How are you?”
“Fine, sir,” EJ replied. “And you?”
“Good, thanks,” he said.
We had a conversation with him, then ate what grandma had made to eat.
The next day, we were still at my grandmother's house. EJ had to stay in the living room.
EJ and I sat in the back yard since all the little kids were running around the front.
I sat on his lap and we made out.
“I love you,” he said as he pulled away.
“I love you, too,” I replied.
He started to stand so I stood also. He held my hand and walked me to the pool house.
I closed the door behind us and he walked towards me.
“Want to try this again?” EJ asked.
I nodded and started unbuttoning EJ's shirt as he tongued me down. He unbuttoned my shorts and pulled them off. He pulled my shirt over my head and dropped his jeans. In the separate room, was an extra mattress that my grandmother kept in the pool house.
I laid on the mattress and EJ removed my panties. He took off his boxers and knelt down between my legs. He had a condom this time and put it on.
Slowly he pushed into me.
“Are you okay, Courtney,” he asked. I nodded.
When he was fully inside of me, he pulled out to the head.
It hurt at first, but it started to feel good after a little while.
I was trying to stay quiet and so was EJ.
He was lasting a lot longer than yesterday.
As he moved his cock in and out of me, he tongued me down.
I pulled away and he started kissing and sucking on my neck.
“Elijah,” I moaned quietly. My nails scratched his back softly, as I had an orgasm.
I felt his cock twitch inside of me and he moaned. I was sure he had came.
He pulled out of me and removed the condom.
“I love you,” I whispered.
“I love you, too,” he whispered back.
“Always and forever.”
“Forever and always.”
