A few weeks ago I received a letter regarding the removal of my parental right to Edvard Spencer and it is tearing me up inside. Me and Harvey had a massive argument over the subject and at the minute I am living back at my parents house very fair away from Harvey to keep my distance because we are in a very bad place. so that's what is what's new

so I woke up 2days ago in the morning and I had some breakfast with my parents, as we was eating breakfast my ladies maid said to me "Leon you have a phone call its Harvey" I didn't really want to speak to Harvey so I told her "tell him I'm in the shower and I will call him back" so my ladies maid did that and then my cell rang, it was a message from Harvey saying "liar...man up and call me back" I excused my self from the table and I went outside to my car and drove off.

I drove down to long beach and sat there for sometime and just thought how crazy and messed up all of this stuff was. My cell began to call and it wasn't the first time Harvey had tried to call me from leaving my house. I answered it and said "Harvey, just...just go away please" so I hung up the phone and my thoughts turned to tears I kept thinking I'm 20 years old and I'm dealing with this kind of stuff already. I drove over to Harvey's apartment and I posted the picture of me, Harvey and Edvard and I drove home.

when I got home Harvey messaged me again and it said "you spineless son of a bitch" I messaged Harvey back saying "what am I meant to do Harvey face this head on? when I know I'm going to lose this fight I am not a blood relation its over, where over this was the tipping point Harvey I can't deal you wanted a child and now you have one congratulations and I'm sure your son will be very happy with you as a father" Harvey messaged me back and it said "see you in court tomorrow I hope you do what's right I will never stop loving you"

so yesterday it came to 11 am and I was sat in the court house waiting for the case to be called, when we went inside I stated my name for the record and gave my opening statement "I Leonardo Nicolas Mathew Spencer do here by give up my rights (I started crying at this point)to my son Edvard Spencer to be reclaimed by his birth mother from this point thank you" after that Harvey got up and said his part and my parental right was removed when I walked past Harvey to leave the court Harvey won't even look at me I knew it before and I know it now me and Harvey was over I drove home and I opened the bottle of jack Daniel's and drunk that I also opened the vodka and drunk most of that with some soda before I passed out on the bed

sorry you guys I know its not the fairy tale ending but I guess me and Harvey wasn't meant to be and it kills me inside knowing how much I love him and I know how much he loves me but we can't come back from this I've sent Harvey back his engagement ban and he has sent me back my wedding ban I'm sure Harvey will make someone very happy one day but that person wasn't meant to be me I understand that now and yes it hurt a lot but we both need to find the will to carry on Harvey if your reading this you was and still are so special to me if you should ever need me I am just a phone call away I promised my self I wasn't going to cry writing this but o well I am because you was the best time that has ever been in my life apart from are son at the time

the Leon and Harvey story

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so I still want to know what you guys are up to even thought me and Harvey are not together anymore if ever you guys want some help with anything all you have to do is ask and we will both be here to help support and guild you with anything you need help or advice with

good bye everyone and I have loved writing on this website hope you enjoyed my life and to all the haters on here fuck off and get a fucking life you sad ass loser I may not be able to spell or use punctuation right but that can be changed your fucking sad ass low cash life's cant be grow the fuck up and deal with your self's I mean really does it make you feel good to try and epically fail to make people feel small because it didn't work with me so im sure it hasn't worked on other people unless you are closet gays aswell in wich case man the fuck up and come out the closet darlings join us in the light hahah fucking stupid ass net bullies think there all hard and shit behind a key board o im hoping to move soon get a fresh start where do you guys think I should go spain Italy England Australia I don't really care as long as it is as fair away from la as I can possibly get anyway bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye byebye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye byebye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye love you all

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