I was told only to address him as “Boss” My stepdad is much older than my mom. He met her when she was young and he was working at a church home for unwed mothers. She was 20 when she had me and was struggling financially to survive when he befriended her. He moved us from the crime-ridden city to a large compound in the mountains that was safe with gates and guards. He said he had just joined a religious group and had a cabin. It was called “The Community”. Only men with females of childbearing age or females alone of childbearing age are welcome to join. There are lots of other cabins with other families. It was like a different world. There is only travel by horse and wagon. Boss had to park the car outside the gate and we got into a wagon to take us to his cabin. There is no electricity or phones, Torches, candles, or lanterns were the only after-dark illumination. The women wore hooded cloaks when outside. Some wore red, some wore blue, and some wore green or yellow. I saw a few girls wearing white but there were mostly red or blue cloaks.
Boss told my mom she had to attend sanctuary services with him to learn and be cleansed of her feminine and worldly sins. My mom always wore long dresses and stayed home and didn’t work outside of the community. She did work in the fields like many women harvesting and tending to the crops. There are lots of goats and sheep. Men work with the animals and some outside the compound. Most foods were grown or raised in the community. My mom had to be home before Boss came home. Boss worked outside the community and his dinner was to be on the table when he got home. I remember an incident that where my mom was still cooking dinner and Boss came into the kitchen and was very angry. He yelled for me to get out. I ran outside but I ducked so I could see in the window. He pulled up my mom's dress and took his pants down in the front and began to violently fuck her standing at the stove. I heard him grunting and growling as he pounded into her. When he was finished he left the kitchen and told her, “You’re gonna learn! Fix my dinner!”
Today I turned 18 and my mom tells me that I am now old enough and will now be required to go to sanctuary service. There are no females in the community under 18 and only young women. There are mostly men at the sanctuary and the leader was called “ Pirot”. The men all wear dark hooded cloaks and are naked underneath. I saw a man open his cloak to stroke his penis. It was getting big and hard as the doors burst open, men were bringing in a girl I later learned they abducted from outside of the Community. The girl was screaming and fighting them as they brought her to the altar. They put her on a big marble table as a sacrifice to the “Lord Patriarch”. There is a giant statue of a giant man-beast with horns and a giant penis. My mom said it is the Great God Pan and it is the spirit of the Patriarchy.
6 women in their hooded red cloaks with their heads covered tore her clothes off and held her down.12 men were chosen by the Pirot, they stood side by side and opened their cloaks, and their scrotums were blessed so their sperm is holy as they ejaculate into her cervix. 1 by 1 they go to the woman and open their cloaks to force their phallus inside her to the point of ejaculation. They thrust into her in a very violent and brutal manner to drive out her sin, they say. Her body is violently pounded into the stone table and the men gunt and growl and yell expletives at her, "You fucking misguided bitch! A phallus of flesh hanging from men!, Not of rubber strapped to a woman!" As they do she screams in pain as the Pirot explains her sins to the congregation. He tells that she had chosen in life to deny men and seek pleasure from women, She was a lesbian. Pirot directs the congregation to, “Revel in the sound of her screams as her sin is being expelled from her body! As the chosen men pound into her to push the evil of the world from within her and fill her with patriarchal-blessed sperm to coat her vaginal canal! Prepare her to receive the sacred phallus of the descendent of The Lord Patriarch, a descendent of the Great God Pan!” The men not chosen to go to the altar stand in place and open their cloaks as they jerk their cocks in the pleasure of the ritual they are witnessing.
A man standing behind my mom shouted, “Hhhhhrrruuuhh!” and started ejaculating on us before getting a cup in position. I looked back at him and his cock was very big and hard, he looked angry, squeezing it hard in his fist. He looked at me and asked me if I wanted to lick it, my mom told me to turn around. He’s supposed to do it in a cup to be consumed by the woman as part of the ritual. Women are not to speak or complain to a man.
Boss told us that if a man’s sperm gets on them during the sacrifice it is a blessing and we should be thankful. The men not chosen form a line with their cups filled with semen and bring them to the altar and put the contents into a crystal bowl. The Pirot after all the cups are empty opens his cloak to add his urine to the bowl and then he says a prayer to bless the donations. The Pirot holds the bowl up to the Great Pan statue as the women at the altar place a special mask over the mouth and nose of the whimpering abused girl. Piro prays, " Great Pan, Father of the Lord Patriarch, Bless this potion to rinse all traces of the sins of feminism and lesbianism from this sacrificial woman! Cleanse her soul and body in preparation for her encounter with the sacred phallus. Let her destiny be as you will it!"
A funnel is attached to the mask and the Pirot begins to pour the semen cocktail into the funnel and it begins to fill the mask. She begins to buck and tries to move but the women restrict her movement. The Pirot chants, “Swallow to cleanse your throat from the exorcism of lesbianism. Swallow to allow a breath of reborn air to fill your lungs! Drown all taint of lesbianism! Fill your belly with the blessed semen of men as is intended by The Lord Patriarch!” She bucks on the table as if she is drowning. The mask is full of the mixture and she has to swallow it or drown by inhaling it. She swallows and begins to vomit and swallows until it is all consumed. The mask is removed and her face is covered in the semen mixture as she tries to get air and coughs and chokes. Pirot raised his hand to the Lord Patriarch and exclaims, “ Let her rebirth to the natural order begin!” When they all finish the naked woman is dragged broken and crying into a back room to be cleansed and prepared for the Pirot.
