Days passed and she heard nothing, she had no way of contacting the Irishman and was getting increasingly frustrated, Tim was worried about her.

Are you alright, y you seem really down?

Although she felt bad about deceiving him, after all, he was her husband and she loved him but her head had been turned and she needed what she needed.

She snapped at him,

There's nothing wrong with me, maybe it's just my time of the month.

He knew better than to argue with her and let it ride.

She was back to considering glory holes, she hated the idea but was getting desperate.

She googled towns miles away and picked one which she was pretty sure she would be unknown there.

Driving on a Wednesday afternoon, Tim was away that day, she parked around the corner from the porno/ glory hole place and wearing a wig and a ridiculous pair of sunglasses made her way to the shop.

There was an old Asian man behind the counter kept his head down and pretended not to notice her, she walked past racks of porn mags and videos to the glory holes, it was disappointing, even if she disguised herself she would have to emerge into the shop to leave and reveal herself to anyone who'd used her.

She made her way back towards the door, the old man intercepted her.

Miss, you obviously have a need but there's a problem?

She explained.

No problem miss, I can let you in and out the back way, you'll only show yourself for a split second, but today is not a good day, weekday afternoons very quiet, come back on a weekend, very busy, lots of men.

He handed her a card, it was for a taxi firm.

He grinned, ring that number and ask for Arif that's me and I'll organise whatever you want, but anyone finding the card.... it's just a taxi.

They were having the grandkids the next weekend so it was another week of frustration, she rang the number first thing Monday morning, asked for Arif.

That's me, when are you coming?

Is Saturday afternoon okay?

Sure, what time and what are you after?

She took a deep breath.

I want lots of men, I don't want to see their faces and I don't want them to see my face, I just want them to use and abuse me, is that possible?

I'll arrange it all, call me after you park up and I'll open the back door for you.

And so it happened, she entered the back door, there was no-one about, then into the glory hole, she was wearing the mask she'd worn at the army camp, the holes in the wall were large enough for someone to get a good look so she wore her sexiest outfit.

Seconds later a cock appeared, it was brown, she'd never seen a brown one before but within five minutes she'd sucked off two of them and swallowed her first Asian spunk.

When a very large brown cock poked through the hole she gave it a cursory lick and suck before positioning her cunt over the hole and pushing back to take it in her cunt, it felt good, she pressed hard against the wall to get as much in hercunt as possible, the man fuckedher with ferocity before she received her first cunt load of asian spunk.

The old man hadn't lied, the cocks kept on coming, if there'd been another hole opposite she could have been slit roasted, she'd have a word with Arif.

After what seemed like hours there were no more cocks, she cleaned up dressed and cautiously opened the door, the way was clear but the back door was locked, she called Arif on her mobile.

Sorry, I can't leave door unlocked, did you enjoy yourself?

Her smile answered him.

He asked her tentatively.

Are you Helen?

She was dumbfounded.

Why do you ask?

He pulled his mobile out and scrolled, here he said.

It was a video of her at the army camp entitled.

Helen entertaining the troops.

It's you, the same mask.

She was going to argue until he asked her.

If you enjoyed the dog fucking you, I could arrange it.

She was torn, should she deny she was Helen, or take him up on his offer?